‘’MY REALIZATION’’

             I am mad at my parents. They are selfish, they don’t even realize if what I am going to feel. They keep on acting like they know everything, their being too strict and overprotective parents. Why they can’t just allow me to attend the party? In fact I’m not a kid anymore! It was mortifying to hear that my friends are going to the party while I am not.

            It was Friday in the morning, the day before the party. I woke up earlier to do all my household chores; I was thinking that if I would do this my parents might change their mind. But unfortunately after all the hard works I did when I ask them for the second time if I could come to the party they answer me with the most subtle voice ever and says ‘’ no’’ again. 

            I go to my room with frown of disapproval, and immediately lay down on my bed. I’m trying to dissociate my mind if I did something wrong? I always perform my tasks well, I always help my brother with his assignment and I even got a high grades last examination. So, what’s wrong with them? Is that what they called discipline? No! For me it was a stern discipline.    

            I close my eyes then I started to remember all the times that I felt disappointments, Last month when they give me a low allowance that I know to myself that they can give more of it, moreover they don’t help me with my project when I needed the most. I was completely engrossed with those things and later on I fell asleep with lots of question in my mind. 

            As I woke up, I am inclined to be a bit lazy thinking that it was the day that I’ve waited before. I leaned my elbow on the pillow and start to remember that when my parents didn’t help me with my project I’ve learned to be independent and trust to myself together with being responsible and learning to appreciate all things that I have when they give me a low allowance. I took a sigh and felt a relief that after all it’s for my own good.

            The next day when I open my friendster account, I found a picture of my friends holding liquors. I was really startled with what I found while staring at their picture I felt a sense of guilt inside of me. It got me thinking and in the process I began to link the dots. I shouldn’t be mad at my parents and instead I should be thankful to them. Now I’ve realize that it was for my own sake after all. The frown on my face was slowly replaced by a smile and in instinct I said Thank you God for a loving parent, Thank you God for your unspeakable gift. 

Halimbawa ng MASINING NA PAG-LALARAWAN

Ito ay isang halimbawa ng MASINING NA PAG-LALARAWAN

Sa kanyang pustura pa lamang ay alam mo nang siya’y pa laban
Ang kanyang paghawak sa sandata ay makahulagan na tila handa sa pag atake ng kalaban
Ang kanyang titig ay tulad ng isang tigreng palaban
Ang kanyang katawan at tindig ay tila hinubog ng kasanayan sa pakikipaglaban.

Sa gitna ng kagubatang may tinatagong kapanganiban
may isang babaeng tila anghel ang kagandahan
Ang kanyang labi ay sing pula ng rosas
at ang kanyang pisngi ay mamula mula na tulad ng makopa
Bagama’t palaban mababatid mo parin sa kanyang mukha ang kaamuhan
na tulad ng tigre ay mayroon ding kinatatakutan.

Possible ending of The Dead stars

Have you read The Dead stars of Paz Marquez Benitez? It’s a great story isn’t it? It is a Dilemma about choosing what we want and what we should, As you can notice it has a ‘’HANGING ENDING’’ but I do like it just like what everybody says ‘’an unfinished story lets the reader’s imagination run wild’’... that’s why I make my own ending and here it is:

            Before the night end and before I say good bye, I hug her tight trying to feel if there is still a spark behind but as I clasped her arms with my arms, as she leaned her head in my shoulder I knew this will be the end. I can’t feel any spark from the star of my dream, the light of the star has faded away...

            It was. It was officially dead while hugging her, she spoke in a subtle voice and says ‘’I am not sure what to feel and what to say but It was never too late! Not for us but for the both of you and your wife. Love her like she’s the only girl in this world, you married her you have to fulfil your vows to her. As you go back to your place start a new life, start making a new star in the eyes of your wife.

            As she said those words I feel a relief, a relief that all I was waiting for coming from the end of her lips and it was the closure, I believe.